See...I am updating more than once a month. LOL!
I'm going to the doctor on Tuesday. My fill I got 5 weeks ago has really tightened up on me. I spent the 2 weeks around my period bearly eating liquids and mushies. I haven't been able to eat solid protein since i got my fill. It's been shredded chicken, peanut butter, cheese and whey protein. I can't eat in the morning so I've been drinking ensure. And even that pools in the back of my throat. So, I'll probably be getting an unfill on Tuesday.

This week has been very emotional. My step-dad asked my mom for a divorce on Sunday. He moved out this weekend. And they are going to a laywer tomorrow. It's happening so fast. My step-dad is an acholic that has been sober for 20years but overthe last year he's started again. I guess now he just wants his freedom to drink as much as he wants away from my mom's judgement. I just don't understand. I know about addiction. But there is nothing I would ever do to jeapordize my family. There would be nothing that would make me throw away my family. But maybe I'm too idealistic.

It's been really hard on all of us. But especially on my sister. She's worried about telling my niece and her baby not having a grandpa. My sister doesn't remember my dad..so it's really the only dad she's ever know. It's also hit me harder than I thought. I don't tend to let people close. But over the years he has became the closest thing I've had to a dad since I was little.

Can't remember if I mentioned that my sister is pregnant. She's the due the day before I go to Bristol next year. I told her she has to have it early. She insists on not finding out what she's having. My mom and I are trying to convince her to let us find out so we can start shopping for pink or blue. She had sold all her baby stuff last year.

Well...more later