I'm a mess right now.

I have to move. My landlord came over this afternoon and said her grand-daughter wants to move into my house. She is a sweet lady and she apoligized prefusely but she really does need her family close. She's in her early 90's. I'm so upset. I've lived here for 5 years and I love my house. I have 30 days to move.

I just don't know what to do. I was going to buy but not until next year. I don't have a big enough down payment right now anyway. Rent for a house is around $600-$700. And I really don't want to live in town. My mom said I could move back home but that would be a LAST resort.

To some people this probably isn't a big deal but I'm a homebody. I'm very attached to this place. I was actually hoping that I could buy it someday.

I'm just still in shock.

Thanks Diz for the comment....I have to remember to add your link to my sidebar also.

I haven't really exercised this week yet. I've been feeling a little down lately. I think that I'm just overwhelmed at work and with my part time job. I've just kind of shut down. Luckly this doesn't usually last long. I just need to get with it. The more productive I am the better I feel about myself.

Another reason I'm feeling hopeful is that I finally reconnected with an internet friend of mine. I missed talking to him so much but our schedules just didn't mesh this summer. You can never have too many friends. I use to have a lot of guy friends but the older I get they have all grown up, married and we've grown apart. I think that's why I treasure my friendship with Todd. I really need a guy's prospective. And we're so much alike we could be siblings.

I'll update soon....Kristi (who is not feeling so lonely tonight)

I walked 3.5 miles yestersay and throw a little jogging in here and there. I about roasted. I needed to get out earlier.

Nothing today. Excuse---my sinuses/allergies are actng up. My eyes have been draining for two days. There were swollen and matted shut today. But I'm feeling better and plan to get back at it tomorrow.

I found a 5K to do next month. It's a charity run/walk so I won't have to worry about coming in last.

That's it for now.....almost midnight. Darn, I have an early morning tomorrow.

I've been feeling a little overwhelmed with the new boss and my second job doing the books for the town I live in. Tonight, I just vegged out. That's what happens when I have a lot to do...I do nothing. I'm jealous of people that have whole weekends to play. Seems like I'm always busy with work or puttng off work. It's always hangng over my head. Sorry, don't want to whine but this journal is my outlet.

I will get to do one fun thing this weekend. I'm go to see Kid Rock and Lynard Skynard in concert. I can't wait to get away for the evening. my aunt and 2 of my good friends are going. Our fair also starts this weekend. It's a big thing around here. I've never been to crazy about fair food So that shouldn't be problem. My biggest weakness is soft pretzels with cheese and texas tenderloins with cheese. Well, the soft pretzel is definetely out. And I tried a tenderloin without a bun a couple weeks ago at a festival and got stuck. I know I didn't chew well so that might be the reason it got stuck....but I'm not in a hurry to try again. I may have an ice cream cone if I really NEED a treat.

No exercise today...besides running my tail off at work. I had my teeth cleaned today and my mouth is tender. Didn't have much of an appetite for lunch or supper. Maybe I'll see the scale move tomorrow. Last night I went to bed with the scale saying 220 and after two bathroom breaks during the night the scale still said 220 this am. NO way! I'm ready for a whoosh!! Any time now......

Sorry, guys.....my computer charger and battery went bad. So, I've been out of commission. t's fnally fixed! I'll update more later. Just a hint though......I've been doing great especially with exercise. Lots of readers lately....some from Canada, Austrailia, and Italy. Wow, thanks for reading. Leave a comment if you'd like.